Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

hello my lovely bloggers and cutest readers!hehehe.. ok, arini ttbe dpt ilham n jari jemari pon rajin jgk nk berjoget atas keyboard nih hah..

okes, maybe uols tertnyer2 pehal la tjuk entry cmtu kan?? nk wish hape??birthday ker??nope! actually today's entry is all about what i really want n need to have it before year 2012 ended!wehuuuuu! owh actually, klau xdpt pon xpela but akn frustrated thap gaban ah..hehehehe.. saje jek xnk ltak tajuk entry WISHLIST sbb da bnyk blogger ltak tjuk cmtu so i make it different ckit.. :p

WISHLIST #1

okes, maybe diz is sound crazy but i really want it! owh! dlu ade bwt entry psal lomo camera rite if uols remember lah but unfortunately.. i didn't get it..sentap! ok, maybe ade hikmah kot..ahahhaha! i dunno why, sdang ber-google bgai then tertaip lak POLAROID CAMERA!ohemgeeeee! search la kan, seme comel2!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... i really want it n da berknan dgn satu model polaroid ni, hrge pon da search okes!ahahaha! the price is around RM240 lah..ermmmm..ok, diam kjap..



okes, ini lah dia! FUJI INSTAX MINI 7S!! really want it, da la lomo camera aritu da xdpt kan.. klau dpt ni, xde nk mntk mhal2 for 1 year! promise! klau xde org nk bagi adia pon xpela, kmpul duit n bli sndrik!yes! i'll make sure that i will have it! i don't care!okesss, stop meroyan.. :p
org nk ckp sy kuno or what xkisahla..iyolaahhh, org skrg pkai DSLR bgai tp sy still nk pkai camera old skool cmnih..hey hello, xde yg lame of coz yg baru xde okes!lalalallaaaa..nk jugeekkkkkk.. :p

WISHLIST #2

ok, i'm own an Blackberry curve 8520 and bersyukur dpt pkai bb buttttttttttttttttt........ insyaAllah klaua de rezki, nk upgrade ckit!ahaha! i still wanna used bb ok coz i think bb sgt cool n awesome! ter-google la mcm biase.. xminat model bold, sy setia dgn model curve only.. ;)


ni curve 9300.. mse nk bli bb 8520 tuh, ingt nk bli yg ni tp fulus xbape nk mencukupi lak time tuhhh..


and, this is awesoommeeeeeee!! curve 9360, i think ni curve pling baru eh?? i dunno but i like it! yg ni lg nipis lah, mmg cool lah! anyone who's willing to give it to me?? *wink-wink*

WISHLIST #3

sy peminat cincin, yes! i love rings.. bnyk dah koleksi cincin ok but some of them ade yg sy da buang sbb ade da karat sbb da lame sgt simpan kan..huhu.. cincin yg sy bli xdela mhal bbnor, bkn cincin emas okes! most of them is silver or stainless steel, sy xske barang emas n hrap maklum..heeeeee.. others accessories sy biase2 jek but sy mmg giler cincin! ok, i have TUMBLR and syok2 reblog picta ternmpk satu gmbr cincin yg mnrik sgt!


ini diaaaaaaaaaaa..ade satu yg warna emas, cntik n to me this is unique n cute! i am going to find it until i got it!arghh! cntik giler...ke ade sape2 yg nk bagi?wah, mhon jgn prsan..hahaha!

WISHLIST #4 (LAST)


i love teddy bear but in my life, xde lg dpt spongebob nyer patung!huwaaaaa! teddy bear da bnyk, nk spongebob pulak!iskkkkkkkkk...xperrrrrrrrrrrrr, klau dpt duit terpijak ker hape mmg sy beli!hahahahah!

CONCLUSION

da mcm wat karangan lak dah aku ni siap ade conclusion bagai..ahahahha! ok, dlm empat2 wishlist sy ni..the one that most i want it soooooo bad is WISHLIST #1 !! i don't care mcm mane cara skli pon, i must keep it in my mind that before 2012 ended.. that polaroid camera gonna be MINE!!!muahahahhahahaaaaaaaaaa!

but guys, my wishlist actually doesn't end there actually.. this things that i going to tell also i put it on my wishlist.. what is it? hey, after a lot of thinking and consideration.. i will try my best utk tdk bercinta atau berkapel mse sy tgh stdy lg ni and that means i wanna stay single!hahaha! walaweyh, statement mcm diri ni hot n rmai org nak tp habuk pon taraakk!hhahaa! joking2..hehehe.. but betul ok, sy nk stay single.. i just want to be friends with others and that's it, nk habiskan mse remaja ni dgn bnde2 yg berfaedah n sumbang something utk family, negara n bangsa.. why suddenly sy bwt statement cmni?? bcoz lately sy terfikir something, i have plan with my siblings and insyaAllah.. i'll try my best to make it a reality! what is it??woaahhh, it's secret..if bnde tu berjaya, baru sy share..hehehe.. tp klau Allah kate jdoh sy da smkin dkat n akn dtg xlame lg, dgn tngan terbuka dan hati terbuka seluas mngkin..sy terima saje.. and that's why i'll keep myself as busy as i can coz sy xnk this things pop up into my mind n kcau fikiran sy..heeyy, i am 21 years old and bnde2 mcm ni akn ggu fikiran sy and the best solution is to keep myself as busy as i can.. and wanna make my dreams, my family dreams come true one day..that's my promise, family first then baru sy akn pkir psal dri sy lak..

ok, cukuplah sy merapu setakat ni..but what the most important things is, that polaroid camera sooner or later will be mine! just watch n see okes!hahahaha!slmt mlm, slmt holiday dan mohon dokan saya dpt lalui hari2 yg mendtg yg pnuh dgn halangan, cabaran n dugaan ni dgn tabah n sabar ok.. peace yawr! ;)

p/s : sy akui, nk berubah kpd yg lbh baik mmg sgt2 ssah sbb mcm2 dugaan n cabaran.. tp insyaAllah, disebalik kepahitan itu ada kemanisan dier.. :)


Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..


very short, simple and sweet entry.. =)


after a thousand years, songs by cristina perri have stole my heart! and right now, i found a song that really make me....hmmmm.. xtaulah, i don't know how to express my feeling right now..smpai sanggup ok update blog memlm buta ni nk share this song with uols!hehehe.. i think korg da tau kot this song, sy jek agk ketinggalan zaman.. da rmai org post this song on FB but sy ingatkan xbest n biase2 jek..then suddenly sambil2 bwt some paperworks kan, bkk la lgu ni and dngar.. yesss! ttbe sy stop  from what i'm doing and suddenly! i cry when listening this song.. criusly, i don't know what happen but this song mmg bg impak kat jiwa yg tgh kacau tgh2 mlm buta nih..ahahhaa.. such a lovely song from Jason Mraz and titled I WON'T GIVE UP.. and the lyrics, so meaningful.. so, enjoy listening to this song.. ;)


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I WON'T GIVE UP


When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

P/S : happy birthday to my 2nd brother, Mohd Rezuan! i love you! you are my boyfie forever n ever! ;)



Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..


see, i told you that i'm gonna update my blog again!teheheeee.. bkn ape, jari jemari ni dr td duk gatal nk update my blog ni but xbrpe nk ade idea lak nk hupdate ape..but after i do some blog walking, POP! gituuuuuu, ttbe ade bunyik idea tercetus!hahaha! b4 i start, kte wat mukadimah dulu okies..  actually lately ni sy suke bace blog2 yg not really islamic la but kinda nice to read for me ler kan but lain org mmg lain cita rasa dier.. bbrpe bulan lepas sy keep on track this 3 blog which is AKUISLAM.COM , PAKARCINTA.COM and also DIARIHATI.COM .. klau korg berminat, do visit this blog coz to me this blog sgt best, santai n pengubat hati.. among this three blog, yg sllu n xpnah utk sy lawat dia is AkuIslam.com .. blog ni mcm2 pengisian dier n ade jgk psal cinta..that's the best part coz it is not only cinta terhadap mnusia but cinta terhadap Allah.. then arini cam biase, blog walking ke blog tersebut n POP AGAIN!hahaha! entry terbaru dr blog tersebut sgt awesome coz mmg sgt2 terkena pd btang idung sy sndri.. why?? so, please read until the end if you want to know.. ;)


DISAAT USIA BERTAMBAH...

Pada usia kamu yang bertambah,
Disaat sahabat lain diraikan oleh seorang lelaki ajnabi,
Kamu masih bersendiri meraikan hari jadi…


Disaat sahabat lain ditemani kekasih hati,
Kamu hanya ditemani rakan rakan..


Disaat teman sebilik mendapat kejutan dari teman lelaki,
Kamu menjalani hari jadi tanpa sebarang surprise dan kejutan.
Tanpa mawar merah, tanpa kata – kata “i love you” , tanpa coklat, tanpa patung beruang.


Pada usia kamu yang bertambah,
Saat teman – teman risau mencari.
Kamu tetap tenang menanti.


Saat teman – teman bimbang mengharungi perhubungan,
Kamu masih sabar mengharungi kehidupan bersendiri.


Pada usia kamu yang bertambah.
Kamu semakin kuat dalam pengharapan.
Kamu semakin teguh dalam penantian.
Berkongsi keluh kesah mu bukan pada lelaki tapi pada Ilahi…
Bercerita tentang pengharapan bukan pada kekasih tapi pada Rabbi…


Pada usia kamu yang bertambah.
Kamu semakin yakin.
Bahawa penantian adalah ujian, dan perjalanan adalah pengalaman.
Bersungguh dan semakin teguh dalam istikarah cintamu.
Menanti DIA mngutuskan seseorang.
Mengharap DIA menunjukkan jalan.
Selamat hari lahir.



THIS IS MY STORY..

sy akan berganjak ke usia 21 tahun tak lame lg but i think this kind of feeling akan dirasai oleh stiap wanita or lelaki SINGLE di luar sane.. kdang2 tertnyer pd diri ni, jelesnyer tgk dia ade pakwe! pape hal leh luahkan prsaan kat dia, leh hangout together, tiap2 mlm leh calling2 then klau time birthday dpt hadiah dr si buah hati.. yes, i admit that usia bru setahun jagung but ade hati nk bercinte bagai.. i juz can smile if that words come out from others mouth.. hey! tipulah kan korg xde this feeling.. kdang2 biler kite duk ssorg, kte akn trse really lonely, alone, n yg seangkatan dgnnyer..hahaha! 

itu semua bisikkan syaitan jek sahabat2..

kita xpernah keseorangan... Allah always with us.. owh! yes! sy pnah bercinte but itu duluuuuuu... knpe xnk bercinte lg? xde org nak ker? dah xlaku ker? ko xcntik ker?blablablablaaaaa.. my answer is, if Allah dah tentukan cinta aku adalah cinta selepas kahwin yg akan bwt aku bahagia..aku trime dan redha dgn kehendakNya.. if Allah sdang rezabkan sorg llki utk aku ttp msih jauh lg jdoh ku itu, aku akan berusaha utk memiliki cinta si dia dgn redhaNya.. and guess what friends, stiap kali prsaan keseorangan itu mncul..sy akan ubat hati ini dgn ayat ini, "takpe ikin, Allah tgh simpankan someone special utk kau.. ape yg kau perlu buat, jage hubungan kau dgn Allah n sentiasa dptkan redha mak n abah dan insyaAllah kin.. cinta abadi sesama manusia sentiasa menanti.. :)" 

YES! jaga hubungan dgn Allah and DOA, itu yg teramat penting! 

girls n guys yg SINGLE out there, jgn rsau or jgn jeles dgn org sekeliling anda yg da ade pakwe or makwe.. jgn sskli fikir yg org xnk kat kite coz kite xcntik okies! stiap ciptaan Allah cantik2 belaka n tampan2 belaka, bkn ker manusia merupakan sebaik2 ciptaan Allah so kite kne bersyukur dgn kurniaan Allah ni.. perbaiki diri kite dulu and at the same time kne usaha jgk utk cari jodoh coz jodoh tu xkan datang tanpa dicari tp jgn terlampau desperate sgtla kan..hahaha.. ape kate org, sambil menyelam minum air..hehehe.. and my dear readers, penantian itu bkn satu penyeksaan tetapi penantian itu adalah satu ujian dr Allah..

that's all from me, kang tulis bnyk2 ade terkantoi rahsia kat cni!ahahaha! semoga entry sy kali ni memberi manfaat pd semua especially girls n guys yg SINGLE out there..sbb tu tjuk entry sy cmtu, diz entry utk korg n utk tuan empunya blog jugak.. :p
byeeeee~~



Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...



yessss!! horaaayyyyyyy!!!yeeppiiiiiii!! yabedabeddduuuuuuuuuu!! kahkahkah.. ok, fuh!hahaha! actually xtau nk start my entry kali ni cmner..terlalu girang dihati ini, gmbre sgt smpai senyum smpai ke tlinga lah!wakakakaka.. ape yg merdeka?? hek eh korg ni, bkn psal merdeka negara
kite ke hape but merdeka kpd sy! FINAL EXAM is officially OVER baybeehhhhh!!hahahaha! ya Allah, alhamdulillah sgt2 yg exam for diz sem da habis! sem ni mmg azab giler ah! paper berturut2, pastu seme sbjek menghafal...sian otak sy, penat dier...nsib baik xjem otak ni wlaupon da mmg nk hampir2 jem..hahaha.. smlm my last paper on 7th januari, paper agama n alhamdulillah kluar hall exam dgn seyum sumbing sbb da abis exam!ahakz! 

tp yg kureng best nyer, still need to stay here at UNITEN until 11th of january sbb ade meeting!fuh! xpela, da jd tanggungjwb n lg pon cuti lame2 nk bwt hape pon kan kat umah selain dari membungkang...kuikuikui... ape yg best is my sweetie besties snggup blk same ngn sy semata2 nk tman sy lah! sweet lah korg!syg korg ketat2! ;)

skrg da boleh tersenyum seikhlas mngkin! no more books! for while laaahhhhh...



11 aribulan blk muar then cuti dlm lingkungan 2 weeks or less than that coz takut akan terlibat dgn adik2 intake baru nnt.. means that new semester akan muncul n books again..blergghhhhh.. so, this upcoming holiday even short holiday, i'm gonna spend it with my loveeee.. pakwe?? hek muuu..hahaha! my love is my family, miss them so much taw! da lame tak gather same2, mkn same2..iskkk! rindu! so aritu mak ade kate, this holiday mau p jln2..xksah la p mane2 asalkan this short time of break i'm gonna used it wisely coz pasni akan lbh busy la gamaknyer..huhu..and ape yg pling pnting, this holiday sy kne btolkan time tido sy, time rhat n time mkn..spnjang mnggu exam ni, mkn sehari skli n mmg perut asik ksong jek then waktu tido jgn ckplaahhhh.. tido pling lame pon 2 jam n ade 2hari xtido langsung pon ade..heeyyy, klau jd security guard pon dpt duitlah! +__________+" hahahhaha! xper, bia bersusah2 dulu n insyaAllah akan bersenang lenang kemudian..

oklah, b4 i end my entry..i wanna wish GOOD LUCK to my frenz yg msih ade paper smpai 9 aribulan nnt especially my roomate! *nk glak tp xsmpai hati la pulak. :p*
and pd sape2 yg da abis paper n da pulang ke home town memasing.. i wanna wish HAPPY HOLIDAY! take a good care of ur health n spend this short holiday dgn aktiviti yg berfaedah okies... ;)



Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.. alhamdulillah, SELAMAT TAHUN BARU! this is my first entry for the years of 2012! alhamdulillah, syukur kpd Allah sbb Dia sy n kalian msih lg bernafas n bole bace blog sy kan??hahaha.. knon kan lpas exam that is 7 of january baru nk hupdate this lovely blog tp mcm hampagas..gatal giler jari jemari ni nak berjoget kat atas keyboard..hahaha!

now, 2011 in memories... ttup buku, jgn toleh blakang lagi n trus maju ke hadapan! let by gone be by gone!fuh! but, sy ttap akan ingat tahun 2011..bnyk perkare terjadi..jatuh, bangun, ketawa n yg pling best bnyk menangis..why?? this is between me n Allah, He knows everything... 

hah! korg msti nk tau ape azam tahun baru sy kan??!! eleleeleeeee, nk tau lettew!kuikuikui.. ntah la ek, stiap taun msti nk kne ade azam..perlu ker? to me, stiap taun sy xde azam n klau ade pon smpan dlm hati.. but stiap hari sy berazam utk jd a better person.. sy nak betulkan hubungan dgn manusia n yg pling penting sy nk jaga btol2 hubungn sy dgn Allah.. yes, i admit kdang2 sy leka n lalai but alhamdulillah, i still in the right path.. ape pengajaran yg sy dpt sepanjang 2011?? *smiling*
banyak yg sy pelajari especially in friendship.. thank you Allah coz You give me friends that always with me.. i love them so much n they are part of my life now and they are my families.. not to forget my MPP's friends, sgt bertuah dpt dipertemukn dgn korg yg sgt awesome! and my family, they are my family forever n ever n ever n i love n miss my family..

and yes! i am now 21 years old baybehh! opsss! not officially 21 but, otw la kan..hahaha.. 23 MARCH 2012, can't wait! sudh smkin meningkat umur, smkin tua n smkin matang..eh jap, matang ker?? for sure mmg xmatang n bile mase n ketika nk jd matang?? chill, age is juz a number!yeah!hahaha! 21 taun dah, bole kawin da kan?? *mampus klau mak bace ni.. :p*

ok, before i end my entry n before i fogot!hahaha! to my lovely HOUSEMATE and also my friend since foundation year, NUR FAUZIA a.k.a POJIE.. my dear, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! you are the youngest one among us!huntunglar muda lagi!hahaha! be a better muslimah eventhough i know you are a better muslimah but jd yg lg better and dun be a butter ok? hape aku carutkan ini??hahahaa!! 

sudahlah! xde idea sbnanyer nk crite ape but insyaAllah, ade mse lagi nnt sy hupdate! oh! wish me n my friends GOOD LUCK for our second, third, fourth and fifth paper on this coming 4,5,6 and 7 of january..yesssss, that is so called NEW YEAR.. =..="


-AZAM BARU, SEMANGAT BARU DI TAHUN BARU-
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