~WHAT WORDS CAN EXPRESS MY FEELING NOW~

salam to allz....mayb smlm mood caye getting better but today mood caye xtau dah ke mane, stiap ari caye akn makin cdey n smkin rsau...huhu...arini juz nk update ckit jek coz nk luahkan ape yg terbuku d ati, sdey yg teramat....


actually caye bru jek call mak caye, biasenyer lpas mgrib baru cll tp lpas bace sttus facebook abg caye yg ketiga caye trus call mak...kt status FB abg caye tu die kate die bru lpas cll mak n dkter kate abah ade pnykit jntung + paru2 berair + ati bernanah...ya Allah, caye agk tersntap bace sttus abg caye tu n trus cll mak...caye trkjut sgt abah ade sakit jntung, b4 diz abah xde pon skit jntung...mak pon ckpla yg dkter kate cmtu, nanah klau agk bnyk but mk kate arini da kurg ckit...dkter kate klau esk p scan n nnah da xde insyaAllah abah akn leh klua dlm mse terdkat...mmg hepi abah da nk klua but biler knangkan abah ade skit jntung, caye da xtau nk kate ape...lpas ni of coz abah da xleh wt keje brat2 sgt, kne jage pergerakan abah nnt tkut jtuh n if jatuh lgla ssah kan... nthla, sdey sgt, ingt lg mse abah sihat...satu family dtg uniten bangi ni n p jln2...lpak kt tasik, lpak kat upten tp skrg da xde...sdey giler ar, terbyang jgk time celebrate brthday caye with mak n abah n also with my 12 friendz...hepi kot time tuh, hepi yg teramat...abah time sakit ni pon alwayz say that klau abah da sihat, abah nk dtg uniten n lpak2 lagi ngn ikin n kwn2...sape xsdey???sedih kan, the fact is abah xleh kerap sgt dtg cni n abah need a lot of rest after diz...huhuuu...so how, even caye nk hepi2 kt cni pon caye ttap terpkir abah n mak kat muar...i juz wanted that my dad pulih, itu jek caye mntak....


what words can express my feeling rite now???every nite i keep crying without no one knows, xkan seme mslah caye nk bgtau ngn kwn kan...kwn2 caye sndri ade mslah n caye xnk tmbah mslah dorg ag, it's better caye tnggung sndri mslah ni...nthla, really worried about my dad n for sure i really also worried about my mom too...jgnlah both my parents jtuh skit, jgnla smpai uji kami seme smpai begitu skli ya Allah......hope sgt, abah akan smbuh cm dlu....skrg ni, zahir jek caye hepi but deep inside my soul...no one knows, hnye Allah dan caye jek tau mcm mane sdey nyer caye skrg ni....i'll keep smiling no matter what happen but until when that smile akn bertahan...???no one knows....


abah, we all love you...kuatkan smngat, tabah kan hati dan ingat Allah...insyaAllah, dgn izin Allah abah akn smbuh mcm dlu2...ur daughter really miss ur smile, miss ur joke and miss everything about you...miss u a lot! =(