mood: menaip entry ini dlm keadaan menangis kesedihan dan kekecewaan...
salam to all, td da update psal result n skrg nk meluahkan prsaan...xtaula nk luahkan kat sape, sgt2 n terlmpau sdey skrg ni...hina sgt ker??? yeaaaa, itu tjuk entry caye...hian sgt ape yea?? nthla shbat2, hina sgt ker if pointer exam kite xlpas 3 pointer???hina ker whai shbat sekalian???honestly, caye bkn nyer bdk pndai sgt n xdela bodoh sgt...caye student yg sdang2 jek, mmg caye da biase hdap kegagalan dlm hidup ni..baik gagal dlm pljran mhu pon dlm cinta, seme caye da merase...tp sjak kat universiti ni, seme berubah...alhamdulillah, stkat ni caye xde repeat pape paper pon...tp nthla, ttbe terasa diri ni hina hnyer kerana xdpt 3.00 utk exam...yela, sape xjeles biler tgk kwn2 seme pointer atas 3 and ade yg dpt dean list...ape yg mereka target sstgah nyer, ade yg dpt result yg di luar jngkaan...nthla, mngkin caye terlmpau rncang bpe pointer caye akn dpt n tup3! ni la resultnyer, nthlaaa...caye bersyukur, at least caye lulus n mmg alhamdulillah...tp nthla, certain org ade yg mmndang caye ni hina sbb xdpr 3 pointer n above...sape xsdey kan, sdey yg teramat...nthla, ape yg ade dlm ati caye skrg ni adelah sdey + kecewa ...
nthla, fmily caye kebelakangan ni bnyk mslah...xde sape pon tau, caye simpan jew...ingt klau sy dpt result yg baik, dptla buat family caye hepi especially mak caye hepi tp cmni lak jdnyer...alhamdulillah, mak xmrh n mk paham cmner ssah caye blaja...abg yg 1st pon phm, dier suh ushe lg...abg2 yg lain?? nthla, mlas nk bgtau dorg...honesly, caye bwt seme ni tuk fmly...seme caye ikut ckp mak, juz nk fmily caye bngge ngn caye...ni bru permulaan sem, insyaAllah sem yg bru akn caye stdy btol2...tp, caye akn jd down if ade org2 yg rse caye ni hina biler xdpt 3pointer...it's okla, caye trime jela ape2 pon kan...juz wanna say that, pleaseeee....jgn la pndg hina kat sape2 yg pointer dier bwh 3, i hate this feeling coz caye skrg mmg rase sgt2 terhina biler xdpt 3 pointer...insyaAllah, caye akn buktikan utk sem yg baru nnt...
caye terlalu merancang n pasni, caye xnak rncang psal result ni seme...moral of the story, manusia hnya merancang and hnye Allah yg menentukan...end! 
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